I'm not one to complain, but I am going to right now. Life is hard. This is the hardest thing I've ever done. Harder than being pregnant, harder than recovering from a brain tumor, harder than raising a 2 year old. I love these twins to pieces, but I would never ask for this. Today I even had a thought that I would love to go to work full time and have a nanny take care of the kids. And I am one who loves being home. But this thought doesn't sound too bad. Of course I don't have time to write everything I want to tell you guys right now (like how our house should close on Friday!) because Jillian won't fall asleep. She hasn't slept all day. The same with James. And they've both wanted to eat every 2 hours today. So yes, I'm feeling very sorry for myself tonight. My life sucks right now. I feel like Derek gets neglected. Today he stayed in the house the whole day because the twins consumed my whole day. I feel sorry for him. His life has turned upside down too. I never imagined it would be like this. The woman who just had 8 babies is insane! Anyway, here are a few pictures from the week.
My big man finally going #2 in the toilet
Grandpa, James, and D
Derek and his little sis
Aunt Sara with Jilli-bean (She was here for 2 days and was a HUGE help! Thank you sis!)
And here I am tonight, before I broke down crying... looking tired as can be
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Oh Kelly, I am so sorry. I can't imagine how tired you must be. Just try and remember that it won't be like this forever. There is a reason that they grow up so fast.
Super cute pic of Derek on the toilet with the paper!!
Congrats on the house closing so soon. That seems like it went fast!
And remember, Glen Ivy is calling our names! Just you, me, NO KIDS, a couple of rafts, some gossip magazines...and maybe a bottle of chamgpagne? =)
Hang in there!
OH Goodness....I can't even imagine it. you look great by the way. This will pass soon and you will be able to enjoy it!
Kelly, I'm sorry to hear how hard it is. Madison does not sleep either and has not since I gave birth. Just tonight, I fought her since 7:30 trying to get her to go to sleep and it's almost 12:00 am, she's finally down, but who knows for how long. We try everything, the cry it out method, pacifier, anything, but nothing works. I feel your pain, except for I know yours is doubled. Madi has screamed so much the past couple of days that her voice is almost gone. Sometimes I know it helps talking to someone who is going through the same thing. Not everyone gives birth to these perfect babies that go to sleep when you want them to. I sure do hope things get better for you, and congrats on the house, it is so exciting.
Everything will come around in its own time, and you'll be spending more time with Derek before you know it. These days, I cherish every moment alone with Riley. Good luck and I wish I could help you!! You'll be in my prayers!
Oh Kelly I feel for you. The first few months are so hard I can't imagine another baby on top of it. Just know you are doing a great job. Don't feel bad about asking for help. They all look so cute including yourself. You look fabulous. Before you know it they will all be running around together and making you a different kind of tired. It never ends but it is so worth it. Hang in there and sleep when you can. Everything will fall into place. :)
I say you have an excuse for crying whenever you want. If I were closer I'd spend my days over there. Seriously, I wish I could at least have Derek over to play or bring you dinner or whatever.
Good luck. I hope you get some rest soon.
Oh Kelly! It must be exhausting! I hope James and Jillian decide they want to sleep more and eat a little less. And Derek will be okay... kids are resiliant like that. By the way, I LOVE that picture of him on the toilet with the paper!
Bless you Kelly, you can do it! You have beautiful kids and the twins will come around to a normal sleep/eat pattern soon. Hang in there.(i know everyone says that) We love you
Oh Kelly........there are just no words any of us could say that would take away this feeling you have right now. But if I were you, I would look into getting involved in a Mom's of multiples group. You would find many helpful tips and lots of encouragement from the real people who know what a trying thing this is. And the good news is, it will be fleeting, but that doesn't help for now. So hang in there, and just take it one day at a time. Derek won't remember that Mommy was extra busy with the babies. He'll be fine, and you could enlist him to be your helper. He would feel very important. You already have done that, I am sure.
Hang in there Kelly.
hey, I was thinking. Next week, do you want me to come over and help out? Whether its with the babies, packing or take Derek to the park for a while? I can do it mon, tues, wed, or thurs....let me know. Even if you just want to take a nap, I can leave my kiddos with my hubby and come help. Let me know.
Kelly! Just saw your blog for the first time! You are such a trooper and you have two very beautiful babies! Congrats and hang in there!
I agree with Kris...get involved with a moms of multiples group. There will be support, ideas, and certainly many people who understand what you're going through.
The biggest thing to remember is that you're doing much better than you think you are. Any of us would have a tough time with this. At some point it will get easier and you will have so much joy that you'll forget how difficult it was in the beginning.
Well I do not think you look too bad at all first of all, second of all I RESPECT YOU SO MUCH!!! I am sure that is SO hard and so crazy and I can not imagine doing twins with another one at Derek's age running around. But time FLYS and you will look back on these days and laugh!
By the way that pic of Derek is SO FUNNY I swear he is such a little MAN!
Wednesday works great for me....Let me know what time and I will be there.
Kelly, I'm so sorry! Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you out...I'm only a phone call away, and 157 steps (x2) ( I always met Sara half way! lol) But I am so close and would love to help you out. Let me know. I will take Derek and let him play when you need a break.
Oh, I LOVE the pic of Derek reading the paper! You would think he is like 30 ! So funny!
When do you guys move into your new house? How exciting! Congrats!!!
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